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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

today...went ze's hse. yes. we swam. and i hate me swimsuit. don't ask me what it looks like. ask regine if you must.

Ate cup noodles for lunch. then went simming ^-^ swam for god knows how long. then... damn hungy lorr. ze xuan has a very cute squeaky thing that floats on water... i named it 'thingy'. me and my weird naming style. oh well. then we ate pasta and eggs for dunner. added soy sauce everywhere.

then ate potato chips... everyone bought a packet. lol, then used com non-stop. i love evil elmo, muahahha.

then like... 9 liddat go home, everything damn dark already. then i got paranoid. the trees like, trying to grab you liddat. then cant see the people in the car. might have zombies with chainsaw or whatever. you get my point. ...kept thinking of hotel 626.

did the guy(player) really get out in the end? he like, saw a person in the mirror. was that person in the back seat? then i starting imagining the screams and the ways of death. how morbid... so creepy...

then there were weird sounds, then like... i cannot close my eyes. what if i close then suddenly in front of me got vampire? yes, im paranoid. then ah... got the bus stop. the roof very scary. like can hide human heads. Strings of guts will fall down liddat. then the bushes also can hide...ghosts.

then although there were many people there, i like, start wondering if there are ghosts possessing them. if there are ghosts hiding in the pillars. then an empty bus went by. i hate empty buses. they look creepy. like a little girl, bouncing a ball, then she slowly turn her head, look at you... and her face is horribly disfigured.

let's leave it at that. i dun wanna describe the mental image. so... i start to be afraid of people oso.then i go home on bus... tried to keep my head blank. then i reached, right? then i walk home. scary stuff ensues.

the temple inside like HAUNTED SEH!!!! dotz. paranoia, i know. then i walk home... so scared of people, and the cars... and the pillars, and...EVERYTHING LAH WHAT THE HECK. then i walk up the stairs i keep thinking of hotel 626 the stairs! OMG OMG

then every single corner i turn i keep thinking of ghosts. DAMN CLEAR MENTAL IMAGE. woah...like one will suddenly pop up and kill me lah. T-T i used to like horror and watch cute little characters get killed in a hundred ways. but now... oh man...

you know the saying? that if you saw your doppelganger you will die? i saw mine man. at like, P5. my bro oso leh!!!! ZOMG ZOMG. DIE LIAO DIE LIAO.then like...i used to be able to see ghosts.

a head, a chopped off hand, clowns(rare), levitating ghosts, misty images and...stuff. just a lot of people around my house. i used to like them . i loved their company.i always pretended they were my friends. although i could only see them like... for less than 5 seconds. i would try to bring them to school. i would prepare a seat for them.

i loved them . they loved me. (so called) although it may have been my imagination. no one believed i could see them. maybe i really made them up. but they were so real... then gradually, i started seeing lesser, until i saw no more...like at P6

maybe because i got friends. maybe that's why they left me. and now im afraid of them. what a joke. i feel like i let them down.

IM SORRY, TO ALL OF YOU. I STILL CONSIDER YOU MY FRIENDS. YOU CAN COME BACK IF YOU WANT!

they looked kinda friendly anyway. except the occasional scary ones. the mutilated ones. yeah, you get what i mean.

XP,
the one who used to see.

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