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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

solitude. everyone shuns me. everyone does not trust me. everyone does not like me. like, for example, li min and weixin? one ban me from blog. fiinnneee, write all the stuff you want about me there. i dun even know why lorr.

coz you used enough of me right? i have no more use huh? well, you cant keep someone OUT. someone's gonna hack into your blog. not me tho. and wei xin change blog oso. wtf lurhh i found it can. anyhow oso found it. i bet you told all your classmates about me and they all hate me oso.

my classmates all dun understand me man. some say i very shy,(WTF LAH), some say i emo,(LOOL) some say i perverted,(diaos), some say i hyper, random, energentic,(O.O), some say i bully(LAWLS), SOME say i mood swing ahh...very open, blah blah blah.

PLEASE. that's like, so many characteristics and some are wayyy not true, or some a lil bit true, but, you dont know me. i post a lot of things in my blog. and some of you are not letting me go yours, to see your life. i ask you, is this fair??

WTFFFFF. FUCK FUCK FUCK. sorry im in a bad mood. coz mainly, i have no friends, no true friends at least. hypocrites the lot of them. backstabbers. liars, whatever. all dun like me for who i really am. you want me to go back to xiang ping. the nice one, right?

very nice to use hor? that one. so friendly and shy and quiet. so caring. so sensitive. but flooded with worries and pain and hurt and turmoil and anguish and whatever. why i came out? it's because of you guys. im protecting her can.

you dun understand i dun care. of course you dont. you're not my friend. you're not in my shoes. no one understands. im so tired of this life. can i die? dying on my thirteen birthday sounds cool. shall i kill ppl first b4 killing myself? great idea. i can poison ppl. i've done it before. i can strangle ppl, i've done it before. no problemo baby.

but...what about xiang ping? she dies with me? its because she wanted to die that i came out to save her...i don't want her to die. i want her to smile and be happy. whats so hard? just love, care, concern, trust, fun... a shoulder for her to cry on, people to depend on, whats so hard?

why does she need to... ...i say too much. i cant betray her. that would be TOO WRONG. i shall keep your secrets. and mine. OURS. no more secrets. im gonna act happyy...

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