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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

to quote...

"You say you’re my friend.
Why are you trying to put my fun to an end?
You smile in my face and are kind when you want,
or think you can get something from me.
When the table is turned and I want or need,
you either don't have it or it comes with a fee.
I almost can't remember when friendship was free
or there wasn't a charge of some sort from you

I'm sorry,
I don't know why it's so hard to say,
and why its taken so much courage.

I hoped maybe one day, it'd all go away,
we'd both forget, we'd both move on,
things'd go back to normal.

I was sad, and I was scared,
I thought that we could've been BBF.

But you fell away,
We both got in quarrels,
Lost things and people we loved.

I said sorry that day,
And I thought everything was okay,
But yet you suspect I was trying to make others angry.

You really don't care,
You maybe never did,
You were happy to let me go
... From your tone of how you say everything

I did some bad things,
I admit,
But you hurt me more then anyone before.

I always look back to our memories,
And feel a lump in my stomach,
Why?

I don't know.

You never really liked me,
You always made me upset and mad,
Yet, you seem to be able to make me feel like this is my fault!

I don't want to have anything to do with you,
You don't want to have anything to do with me,
So you can just leave me alone.

I have given you a chance to move on,
So its time you take a step back,
And give me a chance to.

; Cherish it yeahh.
I wrote it for you.
Just for you.
Buhh-byes.:D
We'll never meet again."

let's just say, i have not gotten everything i want from you. becos, want i wanted was friendship, love and happiness. zilch. did i charge you? i had cared. i have liked you. but you make it sound like im just manipulating you, like im THE BIG EVIL PERSON D=

have i moved on? NOOO, but your you, i shall pretend i have. i have more lumps than you XDDD. and now my face shows all my emotions. when jamie said," you did that face again" that was what i felt, but i did it??? i felt like that a lot around them, but i expressed it???

i was stunned. crude, my face control disappeared. BFF. i used to think so too. and when i sprained my foot, i limped to your house instead of staying home. i went out with you limping. and how this quarrel started is a funny thing. it started with me.

you made me be in such a dilemma lawls? i like that word. do you know why i separated from you? let me tell you, i had that intention since the start. but then, at the time, it was for you. okay, let me help you say WTFFF???

because of me, yes? you missed meetings with your friends. you blackfaced to all the girls in your class. you got scolded more often becos of going out with me. YESS???

and now when im gone, you start getting lonely. you start making friends due to that. you opened up to your girl classmates. your mum... i dunno about her, but i think its better.

and now, it makes me sound like a good guy. which im not, i swear. i suck like...i suck =P

kays whateverrr just telling you why this started since you gave me one last post. i shall give you the same, you'll be happier without me. or so I ASSUMED. so anyways, bye byeeee.

im glad and yet not glad that you said we'll never meet again. such a dilemma.

hikarusan left a note @
10:02:00 PM

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009