And you keep telling me to be serious. Then I'm like 'O.o' what do you want from me? When i do projects i do try to be serious one. I may not appear so, but i DO care. You want me to be those kind of 'somebody died' serious, solemn, that kind meh? or those kind of mopey, emo kind of serious? OH, then if i am so then everyone will say i look scary/sad or say that i'm not fun to be with. WTF sia.

You do know that I'm different around different people. Around you, I'm all happy and childish. Why can't you understand that? My seriousness around you is just happiness and hyperness cut down, though it would still be there a little, i do listen and try to do things, right? If everyone is all mopey and serious, it'd be just... well, sad.

If you can't accept me as who i am, if you still don't understand me... WTF? We've been friends for a year and almost a half.

Regine also. She says i sound like i don't care. Sound. wth. I'm made that way. Unless you want me to use monotone, flatly, with no visible emotions, then yeah, seriousness. My tone is usually happy. Or 'wth' tone. or exasperation. Which i used on the bus. Which regine said sounded un-serious and heck-care. It's because i care that i'm exasperated. If i don't care about the world i'm very suuuuure my tone will sound so effing serious, a.k.a blank.

... haiz.

And YOU. Don't call me dear and mislead me.

Finally found out who jamie likes. By guessing. Because i read Ze xuan's choice of words. LOL. Apparently they had a friend moment and told each other last year.

Yeah. They all hated me before last year. So of course they wouldn't tell me neh.

I swear i heard my siblings mocking laughter and insulting words as i was bathing. They probably saw my ring ding dong lyris. My sis hates that song, saying that it's sucky and repetitive. I bet they were saying, "Who do they think that are? Singing korean songs like ring ding dong" ...Not in exact words. But still.

Haiz. Tmr chinese exams.

And regine, i know not all routines are boring. But most of them are. Especially school based ones. I mean, eating three meals a day is routine too. Brushing teeth. Bathing.

... yeah...

whatever. I'm gonna end here now. Jonghyunnie~ xD